| Robbie stands at the edge of the light behind 
              the softball diamond. His tongue snatches a line of sweaty mucus from 
              beneath his nose. On the other side of the old backstop the 
              lights abuse the infield with a harsh white that dims into the 
              nether reaches of the outfield. That is where the grass is growing 
              damp and where his stepfather, Lance, will soon send the ball.  Robbie glows in the light through the 
              mesh while behind him an elongated shadow stretches across the 
              street almost touching his mother where she sits beneath a streetlamp in her   car. He turns to look as she drops a cigarette out the open window. The smoke   billows around her head in the still night air.  The crowd in the bleachers on the home 
              side stands and begins to chant: Lance, Lance, Lance. 
              Robbie steps closer, threads his fingers through the wires in 
              the backstop as Lance approaches, measures the bat against 
              home plate. Two fierce practice swings foreshadow the homerun 
              he will garner for Village Farm and Home.  The crowd falls silent as the pitcher 
              takes his spot on the mound. Behind him Robbie hears his mother 
              call, Robbie, Robbie! It’s time to go. He begins to run 
              to the car then stops in the middle of the street and turns 
              again to the diamond. Lance, obviously one strike down, pounds 
              the plate, glances back toward Robbie, smiles and points his bat 
              at him as if to say this is for you Robbie.  Get the hell in the car, his mother 
              yells, almost beside him. She grabs as much of his crew cut 
              as she can, opens the back door and pushes him in head first. 
              Robbie sits up, rolls down the window and leans out until he 
              sees Lance still at the plate. An obvious second strike has 
              him staring at the mound.  The car jerks as the transmission
               clunks into gear. Can’t we wait, mom? He asks. Damnit 
               no, Robbie, she says, we won’t make grandpa’s until 
               eleven as it is and he’ll be pissed if we have to wake 
               him. The streetlamp casts a shadow off the high edge of her 
               cheekbone reflected in the side mirror. He catches her 
               chin lifting, her eyebrows rising as she looks toward the 
               diamond. She closes her eyes and he holds his breath. She 
               swallows. Roll up your window, she says over her shoulder.  The car eases out of its parking spot 
              onto Main Street, picking up speed. The sound of 
              Lance’s bat on the ball is dull and uncertain but the 
              roar of the crowd sneaks through the sliver still open at the 
              top of his window. Robbie sits back in the seat. The back of 
              his mother’s head reflects the shadows moving through the 
              car as they drive out of the light. 
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